HOW MY NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE TAUGHT ME HOW TO LIVE...

April 2025

How dying qualified me for life 

Have you ever felt that there's something more to this human experience? That beneath the surface patterns of your life lies a profound truth waiting to be discovered? 

I want to share with you the story of how I discovered this truth – not through books or teachers, but through a complete dissolution of my former self. 

📞 The Call That Changes Everything

Before 2018, I was asleep in my life – a devoted mother of three, trapped in a prison of emotional distress with a highly dysregulated husband, going through the motions while feeling dead inside. On the surface I was surviving, but within I was disconnected from any genuine aliveness. 

The exit point came unexpectedly. A friend called about a meditation retreat. I wasn't on any spiritual journey – I was overwhelmed by daily existence with no time for enlightenment. But something in
this invitation captured my attention.

The Moment Everything Changed

A few weeks later on a beach in Australia, as my feet touched the sand during a group meditation, I felt a tremendous weight growing within me, almost like cement, dragging me down to the ground. 

Lying in the sand, I felt an energy moving from the soles of my feet, gathering momentum as it moved up my body. When it reached the crown of my head – whoosh... 

My consciousness left my body. As I ascended higher, I could see my body lying motionless in the soft sand below. My consciousness began dissolving into a field of extraordinarily bright light – the most immaculate, purest, cleanest, divine light imaginable. I merged with it completely. 

Then suddenly, I was plunged into an infinite darkness, a profound void stretching in all directions. In that void, I became the infinite frequency expression of all timelines: all knowing, all energy, and simultaneously nothing. 

I experienced being absolutely everything, everywhere – all space, all time, infinite, eternal, with no barriers, no separation. Just pure consciousness and pure connection. 

The Death and Rebirth

This merging was the moment I died – not physically, but to the version of me that had previously existed. I had merged with the field of infinite consciousness – what some call the quantum field, the whole of existence in non-material, energetic form. 

When I merged with the frequency of pure, unconditional love, I was pulled back to this earthly dimension. As my consciousness re-entered my body, I felt an extreme level of constriction, as if I was a giant being stuffed into an ant's body. 

But something else had changed – my body was now connected to a massive energy source, as if I'd plugged my spine into a thousand-watt generator. This kundalini force would cause my whole body to
tremor and shake for hours on end. 

What This Awakening Revealed About Our Core Wounds

Through this profound experience and the years of integration that followed, I discovered something fundamental about human existence: we are all operating through three Core Wounds that secretly
govern our reality, that these core wounds unconsciously design our reality and through understanding the mechanisms that hold these wounds in place we can completely reconfigure them and our existence.

Join Me on This Journey

This month, I'm offering several ways to explore your own Core Wounds as portals to transformation: 

• Two spots available in the Mentorship
• Join the Open To Consciousness Community and receive your first month free
• One-on-One Connection Session: For new clients interested in exploring their wounds 

REFLECTION QUESTION 

What would your life look like if you approached your deepest pain not as damage to be fixed, but as a portal to your highest consciousness? 

With infinite love and wholeness, 

Allura 

"The moment my consciousness left my body was the moment I truly began to live."